Sunday, 25 March 2018

At the age of 20

People only care and really care about you when you are gonna die. Like literally when they get ti know that you are no longer gonna exist in this world. They will give you unexpected and unconditional love out of sudden. Just to keep you happy on your last days because they dont care. They dont care about people's feelings and greif when they are still alive. People will never know how to appriciate someone when they sre still with them. They will always try to hurt each other. they will leave very selfishly. Their happiness is everything for them. Aruvi has a great message that everyone should watch. And the reason of me being this way is because of that movie too. such a superb story and screenplay.

Wednesday, 18 May 2016

After SPM'2015 :D

A very warm welcome! I would like to share about my life after spm. There are gonna be a few parts of it obviously. Haha.. So now, its a common thing that all the SPM students will be eager and excited to feel the life after SPM and so do it. Eventualy after SPM i didn't want to stay at home as i didn't have a very good relationship with my family.

          While i was wondering about what im gonna do for the next 2 months before the results are out, surprisingly i got an increadable offer to participate in a free three months English course at Melaka. I was like was too excited to enter and who wants to wast the precious life right! i did attended the english course and proudly im saying that i have met a lot of new people with different kind of backgrounds. But the most precious thing was the memories with them. Especially my classmates and roommates. They were too damn caring and good!

           We really had fun there. And like that was the first time ever in my life that a walked that far at late night when i followed my classmates to the bowling center. it was about 1+ i guess... The time just flied like that and it all stays as just a memory in my heart now. That was just till i got my results on 3rd March! (JENG JENG JENG) The worst nightmare in every students life. Thank god it wasn't a night mare for me..So like I'd managed to survive... After the 2 months programme was over i came back home and i was like kinda too busy at that time sebab tengah try apply all the scholarship yang available...Tapi busy tuh kejap je lah..

          LEPAS TU.. :( huaaa........  Memang mereput habis lah. Like hampir setiap hari gaduh je kat rumah. HAhaha, pernah jugak rasa macam nak lari dari rumah. >.< Tapi takkan lah nak lari betul2 kan..Lepas da masuk bulan 4 macam okay sikiit lah sebab sekolah menengah and sekolah rendah I jemput for hari anugerah bagai.. And lepas anugerah2 itu i dapat shortlisted to attend the International student exchange Program punya selection Camp kat Taiping. SO like okay lahh bulan 4 tuh.. And i even signed up for a charity event as a volunteer. Boleh lah usy dengan benda tuh lagi. What i got from this was like we have find our happiness. Tapi memang akan ada banyak sangat halangan dalam proses pencarian dan pelaksanaan itu lah. Sentiasa kena tabahkan hati. Thats the LESSON i have learnt. Okay nak chiau lu.. Gerak lu pappe Rodger! :) bubuy..